Sunday, June 19, 2005

losing & not giving up....

I lost a major battle and I have made a feisty peace with it. Meaning I had this fire in the pit of my stomach for a very long time. I looked at it every way possible trying to see where I stood wrong and maybe I could take the other side’s position. I could not. I challenged my thinking and I stood even firmer. I had one small boost from someone who did credit my thinking but everyone around me had no fight .. no passion. They were willing to lie down and let it pass. This enraged me.

‘’No passion , certain death ‘’ is so engrained in the depths of my being. A song that has started to haunt me is ‘’Never Surrender’’ by Corey Hart . I just cannot just give up... it is death.

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