I am a soaker.  I watched each person as they came through the line to pay their respects.  I listened intently to their connection and their story.  I paid close attention to who they talked to and their actions.  I surprised some by knowing who they were...
The funeral was done by two ministers who where nephews of my grandma.  I entered with tears because I don't want to say good-bye.  As group of nephews, grandnephews & nieces, great grandnephews & nieces sang several old hymns in voice only, my heart began to soar because I have great hope...
My heart thanks God for my grandma when memories flood my mind.  Isn't God Good to give us families that we are connected to?  It is such a gift.  As I look back to all four of my grandparents I am taken back to the memories and I see how a part of them I carry within my own personality.  And if I look back upon my memories, how much more did Grandma look upon her memories as her days became long and slow?  A great many of her family are on the other side waiting for her...
I saw for the first time a picture of my Grandparent H's wedding picture!  I want to get a copy and then I want a copy of my Grandparent L's wedding picture.  I want to have them in a sapein color and framed for my wall.  I want to remember!!! 
 was this expected?
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