* I know someone who’s probably hurting all by himself all alone in a sea of people, who I want to reach out to but he doesn’t let me and I think others do to but maybe it’s something he needs to ride out himself and maybe one day I will see the man I once knew for the briefest of flashes but got to know.
*I know someone who doesn’t let anyone in, really, even people she knows well, but is another lovely person and has loads of friends and who I wanted to get to know but she wouldn’t let me and I wasted more units on her than she will ever know and I did everything by the rules, for once, and for what it was worth nothing came of it and so she makes me sad when I see her and it makes me sad that you can try so much and be so nice and that people forget there is no such thing as a free lunch and sometimes you just want to be nice and sometimes you just want to talk to someone who you are starting to get to know and want to get to know them better because you can see that part of them is like part of you and so they will know, really understand, really truly understand, some things in your life and who you are and who you just want to sit down with and talk to and nothing happens and sometimes makes you feel empty and wonder what everything is all about and why you makes so much effort and whether you should just let go of everything, everything, everything since there is nothing left at all, despite what others might think and others might see and others might hear.
:|||written by Chis |||:
small world isn't it?
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