Saturday, February 18, 2006

developing thy graces...

Shew me wherefore Thou contendest with me.
~ Job 10:2

Perhaps, O tried soul, the Lord is doing this to develop thy graces. There are some of thy graces which would never be discovered if it were not for thy trials. Dost thou not know that thy faith never looks so grand in summer weather as it does in winter? Love is too often like a glow-worm, showing but little light except it be in the midst of surrounding darkness. Hope itself is like a star -not to be seen in the sunshine of prosperity, and only to be discovered in the night of adversity. ...

It was but a little while ago that on thy knees thou wast saying, "Lord, I fear I have no faith: let me know that I have faith." Was not this really, though perhaps unconsciously, praying for trials?-for how canst thou know that thou hast faith until thy faith is exercised? Depend upon it, God often sends us trials that our graces may be discovered, and that we may be certified of their existence.

Besides, it is not merely discovery, real growth in grace is the result of sanctified trials. God often takes away our comforts and our privileges in order to make us better Christians. He trains His soldiers, not in tents of ease and luxury, but by turning them out and using them to forced marches and hard service. He makes them ford through streams, and swim through rivers, and climb mountains, and walk many a long mile with heavy knapsacks of sorrow on their backs.

Well, Christian, may not this account for the troubles through which thou art passing? Is not the Lord bringing out your graces, and making them grow? Is not this the reason why He is contending with you? ~ Spurgeon

Dear Heavenly Father,
Graces? Wow, it is sure painful to be full of grace and graceful in living out my life journey. Yes, I have always wanted to be more graceful so yes, I have asked for this pain in my life ... I so didn't know. As I am humbled by this pain, I know the birthing process brings forth the gift of beauty and grace. I too, step into Your Everlasting Arms, my Rock and let out my barbaric yelp ...' "Let not your heart be troubled. I will never leave you nor forsake you!" thus saith my Lord! '

I will wait on You, oh Lord and be encouraged by Your Preparing and Providing, and by Your Proof and Presence. Through the pain my heart strengthens and grows back bigger! Thank You for contending with little ol' me!!!
~ always Your little tried soulful girl

His Words: john 14:1 & heb 13:5

Swindoll: leaning

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