Dearest Heavenly Father,
The troubles of my heart have enlarged; I am feeling irratated. It is not one problem but three! I have projects that needed to be completed and the weekend was not my own. I made a transaction for the sake of a gift that was given to me and I personally did not want to deal with this person. And add to that trying to make sence of break down. Bring me out of my distresses!Haven't I had enough? I can't take much more. I am in a sour mood. I hate this feeling. I just want peace. I can't seem to adjust. Look upon my affliction & my pain, My cherished joy is gone. I need peace. It is Christmas time and once again as I fight to go slow and be calm, chaos rules. & forgive all my sins. Oh, I would have thought it wierd to have that phrase within a cry out to You, but as I have been in this fowl mood, I have sinned. I have habored ill will towards that person I made a transaction with and still get heated at his lack of character. Then I wonder at my own for thinking such thoughts. I have been short with my words. I have scowled and snarled because things are not going my way. Pleae forgive all my sins! Please calm me. I want that childlike expectant glow. It is Christmas... and I want that glowing in my heart...
~always your child
(~Ps 25:17-18)
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