Thursday, November 23, 2006

thankgiving from my heart '06

alllllll 36 food allergies! Yes, even the chocolate! Let me tell you that was a hard one. I still taste but move on. I am eating a whole lot better now too. Have too when all grains but oatmeal and barley are on the no no list. Add to that beet sugar and cane sugar equals no more baked stuff. bummer. No really I am eating more naturally which is totally healthy and something I wanted to do now I have the motivation I can!!! No more headaches! I feel great! my family's potental! Losing the last of one generation makes my gathering mode kick in big time. I look around the table and see how each one of brings a huge gift and all of these gifts are connected! I believe hugely in our family and I am busting at the seams for everyone to feel and belive it too. my fat suit epiphany! It feels so grand to be free to be me. No more hiding. No more caring for a bit of return. All my Returns come from God. This is me like it or not. All Rudie Nudie dance. Sure took me a long time. Still have the tears and moments where I am deer in the headlights and all I want to do is cover up. Too bad must strut my stuff. my move down the work food chain Moving back down to the receptionist isn't what most people would think as a slick. But I know it is a good fit for me. I can once again serve up smiles. Sure makes me feel good when I feel joy bubble up. bbn I am head over heals about my latest radio station find! I have refused to listen to christian radio in my past. I was not digging the new music. It sounds too much like the other radio stations. Sorry Country radio has better lyrics and some songs are more christian. Pop and rock I like them too. Now I have found a great radio station that gives me my hymns that have been lacking from my table since church has thrown out the good oldies. Nothing cheers my lagging heart and mind like the old hymns. Chuck Swindoll is back and someone new to me Steven Davies. I am more enriched than ever before. It feels so good to fill up again. old teachers and new Like Swindoll. He is my old favorite. Some new ones would be Steven Davies and Joel Osteen. books!! Ron Mehl is a great author and I have loved his books.. so much in fact that I had to add 5 of his books to my library! 'God Works the NightShift' is a must read. My Pupinators! Can't leave them off the list!! Warm, cuddly, and so into me! O if humans could be more like faithful dogs a much better world would this be!!!

Heavenly Father,
I am sooooo rich! You have given and I am overflowing with Your Grace.... O to serve more wholeheartedly with unabashed passion ... o to never look back ...
always trying
~ Your little girl

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