wonderings

Heavenly Father,
I wonder what work You are doing in a man's life. I wonder what new things he is learning. I wonder if he has found relief in his work. I wonder if he valuing his design. I wonder if he is making time for a day of rest with You. I wonder if he has tackled this anger thing he thinks he has. I wonder if his thoughts stray to our many conversations. I wonder if he really ever like me like his emails and voice said. I wonder if I really mattered to him. I wonder if he ever goes back over all the snail mails I sent. I wonder if I ever encouraged him. I wonder if he thinks of me...

I believer Your Sovereign Power works in him. I try to be patient. I want to honor Your answer to what he is up too. I am very contented that he is in Your Hands. I can't wait for the unveiling.
always yours

God, I have a question...
It seems that a person's best time is when they fall in love and become parents. Then you hear about the 40's being the new 30 and the 50's being the new 40's. Then it seems to quiet after that. What about the 70's, 80's, & 90's? Shouldn't this be the best of times? I worry. I am still single. I don't hear the mother call. I am afraid that single will be permante. I long for a teamship with another and You at the core but I fear it with and can't explain it... I want every part of my life to be the best times...
always wondering