I got to see the condo on Tuesday. I liked it from the pictures but the pictures did not do it justice and I love it! I won't lie but I have been daydreaming of paint colors and room schemes. I want all the greens and beiges out of the place. I think grey along with white should be slathered on the walls. Then I am wondering if I can get that all done at least for the main floor before I move in and make it mine. Sighs.
The daydreaming stops today. Before I had let my brain race away in all the possibilities, I had asked God to say no if I couldn't do it and for me to accept it. Well, I am 99.9% sure that it will be a no come Tuesday. With all the upfront fees, it will wipe out my savings. I don't think they will accept the loan for the amount I need and I could not feel safe in allowing myself no cushion.
So I must pack away the library, the patio, the kitchen, master bedroom and bath plans. Now is the time to purge. With all that daydreaming, I allowed the cramped space fuel the desire to get out and see if I could spread my wings. Can you stuff butterfly wings back into the cocoon? Nah, I don't think so.
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