Dear Heavenly Father,
I love You because You are there, a constant. You never waiver. You are Healing Physician. I am feeling low. Each day my throat has a new hurt. I know the medicine is healing it because I notice the slight changes. The cough is dry and hard. ARgh! It has been a long time since I have felt this bad. I can't seem to sleep solid because I need to breathe or the cough tears me awake.
I do seek a peace. I seek to survive the work week. I want to feel better!!!!!!! I know it will take time and You will be with me each step. Even if I can't talk, I can talk silently with You. Even if my thoughts are more slow and barely surfacing do to just getting through the next step, You understand my need to speak on screen or paper. You hold my dreams. I miss my deep thoughts!! But there is time to be in the moment in a simple shade and not the multicolored rainbow. I have a story I want to come alive... for a gift. Help! It isn't holding me.... You are a Perfect Author. Flow through my pen...
I love You. Thank You for loving me first and holding me close.
~always yours
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