boast? worry? same thing …

To not worry if your beautiful enough or smart enough or woman enough, to not worry if he is interested in you or if there is a spark between you or if he is in love with you is to not think so much about yourself.  When you worry, you are thinking highly of yourself. The job is to put into the relationship. The job is to bless, edify, share, touch, & enjoy. The job is to spur one another towards God.   You can fully love with abandonment from self because ultimately God loves you deeply and that is all you need. 

Let another man praise thee, and not thine own mouth; a stranger, and not thine own lips. ~ Proverbs 27:2

bending God's ear about you…

Bet your window's rolled down and your hair's pulled back  

And I bet you got no idea you're going way too fast 

You're trying not to think about what went wrong 

Trying not to stop 'til you get where you goin' 

You're trying to stay awake so I bet you turn on the radio 

And the song goes

I can't live without you, I can't live without you, baby
I can't live without you, I can't live without you, baby, hm baby

The highway won't hold you tonight
The highway don't know you're alive
The highway don't care if you're all alone
But I do, I do.
The highway won't dry your tears
The highway don't need you here
The highway don't care if you're coming home
But I do, I do. 

 I bet you got a dead cell phone in your shotgun seat 

Yeah, I bet you're bending God's ear talking 'bout me. 

You're trying not to let the first tear fall out 

Trying not to think about turning around 

You're trying not to get lost in the sound but that song is always on 

So you sing along 

 I can't live without you, I can't live without you, baby
I can't live without I can't live without you baby, oh baby 

The highway won't hold you tonight
The highway don't know you're alive
The highway don't care if you're all alone
But I do, I do.
The highway won't dry your tears
The highway don't need you here
The highway don't care if you're coming home
But I do, I do. 

 I can't live without you, I can't live without you, baby
I can't live without I can't live without you, baby, oh baby

 The highway don't care
The highway don't care
The highway don't care
But I do, I do.

I can't live without you, I can't live without you, baby (The highway don't care)
I can't live without I can't live without you, baby, oh baby (But I do, I do)
I can't live without you (The highway don't care)
The highway don't care, the highway don't care
(The highway don't care) I can't live without you, I can't live without you, baby
But I do, I do
(The highway don't care) the highway don't care (The highway don't care) the highway don't care, 
I can't live without you, I can't live without you baby, oh baby (But I do, I do) 

 I can't live without you, I can't live without you, baby

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This is a new song sung by Taylor Swift and Tim McGraw. Songs become loved and well worn when it hits real life and broken hearts - in my case a once broken heart.  I used to bend God's ear when he was away but still do now that my smile is back. I do go back to my heartbroken notes and thank my Heavenly Father for mending hearts and overflowing blessings of restoration …

seasons of man …

There is a time for intimacy. There is a time for strengthening.

There is a time for coming together. There is a time for filling one's soul.

There is a time for one another. There is a time for oneness with God.

There is a time for fullness. There is a time for hunger.

There is a time for blooming. There is a time for growing.

I asked God for a picture to help me understand man's way with a maiden. I asked for help as a man comes close but then moves away. It is Spring. Everything is growing. I realized that has a season of bloom and a season of growth. Same with a man. He needs intimacy and he needs his warrior strength. Like always God gave me a picture to hold.