Wednesday, December 21, 2005

hurts the most ...

The soleful tick tock echoed in the chambers of her heart. It was saying the year is closing. Saying goodbye for one last time must be done. No Christmas miracle left under the tinsle tree. Tears haunting her face as a slow shimmer of anger has erupted into a freak show. This man was such a treasure and what she thought was a God-Given gift back then. Now his former self is unrecognizable to her. Shared dreams are like paper to fire. The radio static gives away to a brand new country tune ... confiming what her heart has been saying...

"... what hurts the most was being so close
having so much to say
watching you walk away
never knowing what could have been
not seeing that loving you
that was what I was trying to do..."
~ new tune from rascal flatts "what hurts the most"
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3 comments:

  1. keeperFriday, December 23, 2005 12:11:00 AM

    looking back i needed to be reminded to thank offering sacrifice !!!!

    "Consider this, you who forget God,
    or I will tear you to pieces, with none to rescue;
    he who sacrifices thank offerings honers Me,
    and he prepars the way
    so that I may show him the Salvation of God."
    ~ ps 50:22-23

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  2. keeperFriday, December 23, 2005 12:14:00 AM

    another reminder about anger and depression

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  3. keeperSunday, July 09, 2006 2:28:00 PM

    here are the full lyrics... i still remember when i first heard this song ... always will ... my wound ...

    What Hurts the Most
    I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
    That don’t bother me
    I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
    I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
    Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
    There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
    But that’s not what gets me

    What hurts the most
    Was being so close
    And having so much to say
    And watching you walk away
    And never knowing
    What could have been
    And not seeing that loving you
    Is what I was tryin’ to do

    It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
    But I’m doin’ It
    It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
    Still Harder
    Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
    But I know if I could do it over
    I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
    That I left unspoken

    What hurts the most
    Is being so close
    And having so much to say
    And watching you walk away
    And never knowing
    What could have been
    And not seeing that loving you
    Is what I was trying to do

    What hurts the most
    Is being so close
    And having so much to say
    And watching you walk away
    And never knowing
    What could have been
    And not seeing that loving you
    Is what I was trying to do

    Not seeing that loving you
    That’s what I was trying to do

    ~sung by Rascal Flatts on
    06 album 'Me & My Gang'

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