Don't make me

Girl when I look at you,
you look through me like I'm not even there
I'm trying not to give up, to be strong
but I'm afraid to say I'm scared
I can't find the place your heart is hiding
I'm no quitter but I'm tired of fighting.

Baby, I love you, don't wanna lose you
Don't make me let you go
Took such a long time for me to find you
Don't make me let you go
Baby, I'm begging please
and I'm down here on my knees
I don't wanna have to set you free
Don't make me.

What if when I'm long gone it dawns on you
You just might want me back
Let me make myself clear if I leave here
It's done, I'm gone, that's that
You carried my love around like it's a heavy burden
Well, I'm about to take it back
Are you sure it's worth it?

Baby, I love you, don't wanna lose you
Don't make me let you go
Took such a long time for me to find you
Don't make me let you go
Baby, I'm begging please
and I'm down here on my knees
I don't wanna have to set you free
Don't make me
Don't make me.

Baby, I'm begging please
and I'm down here on my knees
I don't wanna have to set you free
Don't make me
Don't make me.

Stop loving you
Stop needing you...

~ sung by Blake Shelton

Whoa! I feel like that but the ears I feel like shouting this to has shut down. Probably permenantly. What do you do when you want to leave but feel that something is there to hold to? What do you do when you know he isn't coming back but a tiny hope that he isn't that callous since he showed no signs of it before? All I can do and have been doing is slowing letting go. With each letting go, the goodbye is becoming more and more final... Please don't make me!